Good relief from anxeity b4 I go crazy?

I been dealing with anxeity disorder forever. I tool zoloft years ago and don't rememeber if it helped any or not. I have ocd too and my brain races. The local doc said I am depressed(which I don't feel)and prescribed prozac saying it was the best for the combo of the 3. After taking it immdediatly made me feel depressed. I was crying for no reason,and felt a heavy dread over me. She begged me to keep taking but I got off it and went back to my old anxious self. Since then I found a all natural pill called vilift that has helped some. Mainly takes the chest tightness away which I seem to live with. My meds are coming late in the mail so I been without for 2 days and the chest tightness is back full force. I know I won't die and all that. But these feelings are miserable and I want to be normal again. I can't drive anywhere and been trapped to my local area. Which has nothing but 2 gas stations and a grocery store. Feels like prison. I was seeing a counsler but she was a student training. I'm going back to her wensday. But I'm really scared to take meds cuz I'm scared of felling different then having the stuff stuck in me for 2 weeks if I decide to not take it. Is there anything out there that someone can reccomend that will help relax my thoughts and chest tightness that won't make me feel really dofferent. Don't want to feel al high or anything or I will panic. I'm so confused,so much so I'm not even sure if what I'm asking will make sense to anyone. But all answers are appreciated